very sian

Today was bad. I didnt like it ): Hais firstly the props was too small.. All the preparation didnt work out as well as we wanted cos the lightings CHUI also.. I got kan chiong cause i did not have much chance with the mixer and also communicating with the camera people outside. Im just too kan chiong. Then directing with the cast wasn't that good too due to time constraint. Everything just wasn't that great.. But at least we tried.. Thats what i can only say. Helping Jake's group was fun as their planning was great and we have more timee working on rehearsals and etc. Having my hair all ties up, i feel like a pancake face. LOL. But for work, i wouldnt mind it of course. Just hope sincerly that i wouldnt score THAT badly and i would calm down more. YES I WILL.